Say Goodbye

fresh new one.

2010-02-10T00:25:00.000-08:00

i want to start fresh. but its different.i've decided to.

stop living.
stop loving.
stop smiling.

hopefully this will make me happier.
at home im as happy as my cat when it gets food.
but in school im like a cat who just lost its kitten.
you'll never see my smile in school. not anymore.

so when i change, everything changes.
im deleting my facebook but not my blog cause,,
this will be my last post.
goodbye and hope you had a great time looking at my blog.

pop it lock it

2010-02-09T04:03:00.000-08:00

i wanna dance all night long. that would out my mind at ease. but im too LAZY. so i'll watch tv while waiting for kak sachie.
p/s: the window is infront of me right now. i want to go outside and rest. but im scared if i'll do something stupid.

lets be happy again :'D

2010-02-09T02:19:00.000-08:00

lets try to be happy again. so how shall i start? im clueless. im faking a smile so no one would see :)

buahahaha

2010-02-07T05:14:00.000-08:00

after we said gudbye, we stalked them^^ hehehe keigo(amir's one) saw us and started waving! we followed them till some place then ATE JAPANESE FOOD! HAHAHAHA XP and i miss all 5 of them :( (hehehe murits the most in their famiy) sigh,, btw i took pictures but my computer and camera doesn't like each other :( wait till it's fixed,,, SIGH

them :)

2010-02-05T16:27:00.000-08:00

yesterday, we went to malls.. they were hungry so we ate at KLCC. they ate nasi lemak and they were DYING!!! hahaha XP then at night ate at seri melayu.. guess who we saw.. lalalalala :) pictures will be uploaded soon when my camera has battery.. sweat"

host student AMIRA SASHA

2010-02-05T06:45:00.000-08:00

Inoue Hiroki
Imai Kengo

our disasterest day :(

2010-02-04T02:47:00.000-08:00

omg today was full of it! first we have our costume which is brought by teacher.. the top was okay... BUT THE BOTTOM! BLUERK! so we decided to MAKE new costumes.. we used leaves for our bottom and a green thingy for the top.. when we showed to puan shakila, she called us AYAM. and the day before when she saw our previous costume she was like nononono you guys look funny! WHAT THE HECK? then she complain and complain then drama start ad blabla.. i very malas to write. so tomorow we are gonna wear that hidious costume! ARGH! anyways here is a picture of me and yee lan
nice right? i know i know :P

clueless

2010-02-03T04:55:00.000-08:00

i have a new blog but i have no idea what to do with it. sigh. THEN WHY DID I CREATE IT!? argh. i'm such a dumb*ss!! i guess i should just delete it...

lalalala

2010-02-03T02:54:00.000-08:00

i should be happy right?

oppareul saranghae mahni mahni hae

2010-02-02T03:25:00.000-08:00

sarang.love.cinta.ai.teamo. whats all this? i dont understand. :)

=.=

2010-02-01T04:52:00.000-08:00

jay, come back :(
>>>
i want to say i love you but i can't cause you're not worth my time. why can't i be as hot as salome roy? she can get any guy. im serious. but i have to live with what god gave me right? i respect that, ALOT. i just have to wait for my time. have you seen noura's body? or deanna's for instance. i wish to have that. but please lah forget it. why can't i have flawless skin like sachie? she's has no scars or whatever. why can't i be like my mom? so effin' lovely that everybody loves her? why can't i be my dad? so tooot smart? why can't all this happen? it hurts and burns but i guess that's what you call life right? i am kinda over the guy but i don't who to move on next. probably someone who is worth it right?

yes

2010-01-31T00:29:00.001-08:00

i deleted my previous post

do you know?

2010-01-30T21:15:00.000-08:00

sometimes i feel like being a college student. like in movies. being this age is not something i am crazy about. i know being an adult is hard and stuff but i say its much better, but i never experienced it before. how can i be like this? adults use to say i feel like going to the past but i want to go to the future. somehow i feel like i am gonna regret when i am an adult. so why suffer? shouldn't i enjoy every moment of my life?
>>>
do you wish to relive the past or start living the future? i think choosing one of these wont help. so i guess i have to endure every single painful moment and smile for every bright moment in my life. i very very much hope to live a joyful life starting now. but nothing or nobody's perfect. i live a memorable childhood, now starting my teenager life then sooner or later... adult life... scrapbook every movement i make.

alala

2010-01-30T18:43:00.000-08:00

watching unstoppable marriage with my sisters ♥♥

aish

2010-01-30T11:00:00.000-08:00

i love you. do i really? i hate you. is it true? i feel like farting. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA REALLY? hehehe random giler kan? XP

kissing you~

2010-01-30T10:56:00.000-08:00

random random random... and my title is a song okayyy? puahahaha i must be really bored :)

flashback!

2010-01-28T23:38:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!!!!!!!

LOOK WHAT I FOUND!

2010-01-28T23:23:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAH ADORABLE HUH?

sry

2010-01-28T02:38:00.000-08:00

sorry bout' my blog... my internet is like dot dot dot... well anyways JAPANESE ARE COMING! but lucky me! I GOT 2 GEEKY GUYS!!!! WHY!!!??? oh well.. people move on, people move on... ANYWAYS, i'm busted.

model!

2010-01-26T02:57:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU YEE LAN!

these are the photos.....

2010-01-26T02:35:00.000-08:00

BAHAHAH. US. IN HER PARTY. and YEE LAN if your post is 2 me... why thank you... and if you are reading this.. i wonder if u are mad bout' the message i wrote in your cbox but what you put in your words to get me hurt was harsh. but im not hurt

DRAMA on that day man!

MISSING U

2010-01-23T01:14:00.001-08:00

I MISS YOU.

ummm...

2010-01-23T00:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY YEE LAN! anyways.. yesterday was dot dot dot.. i went to yee lan's b'day party.. estella, salome, leey shiaan and some boys were there.. GOSH the drama!! but btw,, pictures will be uploaded soon... when i saw,, i was crushed..

sunlight

2010-01-20T02:19:00.000-08:00

if you'd just remember this bright moment

its wat she said

2010-01-19T04:37:00.000-08:00

just thinking of them, or worst looking and listening stories about them makes tears roll down my cheeks... today wasn't such a pleasent day XO

I LOVE MY B'DAY

2010-01-16T20:34:00.000-08:00

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! guess what??? my fav member of SHINEE, Taemin, he is like 17 and his b'day is on JULY 18!!!!!!! omgomgomgomgomg thats my b'day!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY B'DAY! MUAHAHAHAH >:P

i love you taemin and btw.... HAPPY BELATED B'DAY JUNSU!

you are a great singer and HOT 2!!!! hahaha :P hope you keep it up! OPPA.... SARANGHAE!

deanna

2010-01-16T01:21:00.000-08:00

you are a better sister than deanna :D

its a secret

2010-01-15T21:15:00.000-08:00

IT'S A SECRET
hush hush baby~

hahahah shakira banu

2010-01-14T04:41:00.000-08:00

muahahah i was bored.. soo this came up! hahah vampire lah konon :)

fell

2010-01-14T01:31:00.000-08:00

do me a favor? watching you is such a pleasure thats why i fell in luv. but i know that you will never return the favor..... can i make sure that when i fall, you will be there?

ouch

2010-01-12T03:05:00.001-08:00

hahaha tomorow will wake up with a muscle pain but still... i am happy i went for training!

dizzzzzy

2010-01-09T11:10:00.000-08:00

BAHAHAH IM LIKE SOOO AWAKE! AT LIKE 3:10 AM! AND SOO DIZZY! WATCH YOUTUBE VIDEOS THE WHOLE FREAKIN DAY! MUAHAHAHA I WONT STOP!

can you??

2010-01-09T09:36:00.001-08:00

this is when i am slightly younger..

DIE LOR!

2010-01-09T09:30:00.000-08:00

I AM INLOVE WITH 2PM AND SHINEE! ARGHHHHH! I CAN DIE LOR JUX BY WATCHING THEM BEING IDIOTS! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

oops!

2010-01-06T04:34:00.000-08:00

WE GO GAGA! today was exciting! muahahah>:) but one period only?? high.

(second open house)

2010-01-01T23:40:00.001-08:00

us ofcourse!!!!!!!!!

sunlight///me

my fav thing bout christmas!!!~~~

I WAS CRAZY! AS YOU CAN SEE

wat i did for christmas :) (first open house)

2010-01-01T23:23:00.001-08:00

we ate first,, THEN SACHIE ATE PORK! HAHAHAHAHA!! after played that ----->

took pics with sachie OFCOURSE!

BAHAHAHAHA so called bride^^

*silence* that would be me... :D

my 7-UP!!!!!

and i...... SLEPT

2010

2009-12-31T20:43:00.000-08:00

we wish you a merry christmas,
we wish you a merry christmas,
we wish you a merry christmas,
AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009 has officially ended.

2009-12-31T17:21:00.000-08:00

2009 has been a rough year. but hope fully 2010 will be a better year :) although i'll be staying in my CRAPPY SCHOOL, hopefully no sh*t happens! have a good year to my family but not my frens :D

everything- michael buble

2009-12-28T02:23:00.001-08:00

she looks stunning doesn't she? i love you and all the best in college!

pics of penang! i mostly swam the WHOLE DAY.

2009-12-28T01:00:00.000-08:00

here in the lounge or watever.

2009-12-20T06:38:00.000-08:00

i need to blog again cause im BORED at 10 something at night with nothing better to do :) jux now i drove a jet ski!!!!!!!!! omg its my first time! yesterday i went with farzana but she drove but today i did! i thought me and farzana was gonna die! haha but there was a nice indian dude name, Raju who accompanied us! hehe cause i drove like mad. and btw on the second day here, we met a super nice who is a russian 30-40 something year old guy. he taught me, farzana and deanna how to play football.... hahahaha i SUCKED. but the best thing is that his name is SASHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg only different spelling lah in russia. but in his passport its spelled sasha! hahhaha wat a coincidence! today is my LAST NIGHT HERE :( i will miss it here. OH THE FOOD. I CAN COLLAPSE THEN DIE! i wish we could stay longer but cant cause we have to see the princess of the day tomorow,,, AMIRA SACHIE! xoxo.. okie bye bye now.

penang..

2009-12-19T18:14:00.000-08:00

i am in penang with my family and kak farzana but without kak sachie! she has her prom crap. hopefully she looks like kapow! btw, in penang here is beautiful! and i saw YAP KAH LOK! moving on, i took alot of pictures. and haha i lost weight :) going to some adventure zone then later riding jet ski, fun tube and alot more i guess... pictures gonna be uploaded when i come back!

watever

2009-12-13T09:06:00.000-08:00

new moon was BORING. sorry fans but i almost slept in the cinema! haha but when jacob appeared,, i was FULLY AWAKE.

06/12/2009

2009-12-06T16:52:00.000-08:00

a day to remember

i miss them sooo much!

2009-11-26T00:37:00.000-08:00

i miss ruo xuen, joe yee, noura, kells and zabirah soooooo much! wonder when will i get to see them..

i cant wait ♥

2009-11-23T17:28:00.000-08:00

i cant wait to see THEM again.
i cant wait to change to another school.
i cant wait to go crazy with my partners in crime.
i cant wait to meet new peeps.
i jux CAN'T wait! ♥♥♥♥♥

koko crap.

2009-11-21T21:43:00.000-08:00

muahaha >:)

when we were high.

2009-11-21T21:07:00.000-08:00

thanks for the memories

2009-11-21T20:56:00.001-08:00

i'll miss you ALOT

haha

2009-11-17T05:21:00.000-08:00

the best thing bout it is when you thought i fell for it.

rite?

2009-11-17T02:22:00.000-08:00

im a bitch rite? and whoever is frens with me, you hate them rite? and although deanna is nice she will turn up like me rite? trying to convince wen may to not fren me rite? acted like me and my frens when we were absent rite? being "nice" to me rite? thought that i was too stupid to fall for your trick rite? *laughs*

gud luck ♥

2009-11-17T01:33:00.001-08:00

gud luck and try ur best ♥ although after this year, you will be leaving me, i wish you a happy future in collage ♥ muaxx xoxo, sasha ur sister that will miss you like hell once ur gone :) :(

rock on

2009-11-17T00:30:00.000-08:00

i know i will rock the badminton hall 2morow. and i cant believe this will be the last dance as a sri garden student or as a primary.. people keep saying (oh my dance is the best among others) so let them. btw gud luck reshme, syazana, joe yee, ruo xuen, wen may and arinah... all the best and lets rock the perfomance 2gether as a team!

whoa.

2009-11-16T04:34:00.000-08:00

my title is about the "lovely" scent of my hair after i sweat like CRAP after dancing with noura & deanna .

ishh

2009-11-16T00:25:00.001-08:00

noura is here and she is eating the keropok.

make me wanna dance all night long.

2009-11-15T01:27:00.000-08:00

i am dancing for childrens day and i know i rock.
(p/s) if you dont agree.. DEAL WITH IT!

random.

2009-11-15T01:12:00.000-08:00

hi! i am bored so yah! writing random stuff! so?? .. i wanna go out! oh well! oh yah heheh! im bored :( (: haha hehe huhu hihi hoho! bla bla black sheep! hey thats me! muahaha! wat the heck am i writing!? oh well! *yawns like a cow* heheh oh wait i am a cow!!!!!! oh well! oh well! oh well! oh well! :D i am getting a little annoying aren't i!? oh well! muax then puke then bluerk then kisses you! hahaha!

catch me

2009-11-13T21:26:00.000-08:00

why is life so complicated especially when someone fall in love? ♥

james oh james.

2009-11-12T15:02:00.000-08:00

i am sorry for kicking your ____. i had to do it. you were about to poke me and that will nvr happen! sorry! btw you and noura looks sooo cute 2gether! thats why!! :D sorry
muahahaha me!

i will miss you :'(

2009-11-12T03:34:00.000-08:00

i will miss you alot and never forget your promise!

oh well~

2009-11-11T18:47:00.000-08:00

in computer lab! i am RELI BORED. i can sleep rite now! oh well ! oh btw thats my new addiction. oh well. SEE!? oh well! argh stop! oh well.

:)

2009-11-11T01:19:00.000-08:00

the people who would NEVER betray me and love me forever.

first of all, my SISTERS! no one understands me more than my sisters. okie,, i bet you guys are like OMG OMG OMG OMG sasha love deanna!? haha well i do. but sachie more :)

my awesome twin! farzana is an angel! i miss her like dnfsudfsdada!

my bff, choo ruo xuen! i love u SHORTY!

i love you yong joe yee! haha dont die in langkawi :D

i am NOT dead but my internet is.

2009-11-10T16:12:00.000-08:00

regarding my title^^ its not my fault :)

...

2009-11-08T17:16:00.000-08:00

damn i think i was stupid to tell noura my password!

xoxo

2009-11-07T03:37:00.000-08:00

went to pav with sachie and RX! so awesome! joe yee suppose to be there but high.. pictures will be uploaded soon!

Leaving!!!

2009-11-06T02:32:00.000-08:00

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's leaving Me, Amira Sasha's LOVER is leaving... I'm so sad!!! I will never see him flawless body again... NO!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!

xoxo, RX

rite.

2009-11-02T03:51:00.000-08:00

100 bucks my huge buttock! i give 100 rupiah only! wakakaka btw i guess you guys know her b'day is 2molow! well give her presents! DONT!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-02T03:50:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to RX!!!!!!! I'm giving you a hundred bucks for your birthday tomorrow!!!!!!haha... (seriously)

xoxo, RX

being posted by her.

2009-10-31T07:13:00.000-07:00

yes post before is ruo xuen. yes watever she wrote is true... grrrr

Hello

2009-10-31T02:46:00.000-07:00

Hola people!!! This girl is very crazy. I love 24 boys in school!!! My ass can also close the car door. MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO, RX

2009-10-31T01:41:00.000-07:00

failed.

almost bcoz useless deanna as usual, useless.

ta-da! but my ass is like boom!

star!

we had a great time!

omg i jux notice.. all of us are like single! haha

my twins breath brought us ALL down!

goodbye now.

pics of US!

2009-10-31T01:25:00.000-07:00

earlier on in school.

sunshine on me.

me and my bff's! deanna's face cut!

me and her.

bitches.

spies.

bests frens.

jux waiting for you!

ORPHAN

2009-10-30T19:05:00.000-07:00

ruo xuen and joe yee came over to my house till late. but ruo xuen slept over. we went swimming with my awesome twin, skinny body, short girl, and my stupid sis(deanna)! we were like high. we had so much FUN! awesome wat ruo xuen would say! and yay in a high pitched voice coming from joe yee. we were like sharing this and that and that made us closer. I MEAN ALOT CLOSER! they know who i like and nobody else knows. wakakaka! after that we watched a thriller movie called ORPHAN. we( JO,RX,DEANNA,TWIN,SISTERSSSS,ME) were like shocked. but guess who screamed like hell? if you guess me YOU ARE STUPID! its joe yee! of course! alrighty then. want to charge my phone and go bicycleing now!
btw pics will be uploaded next year. kthxbye! ok maybe later.

thx for everything

2009-10-28T03:45:00.001-07:00

thank you for everything. i love you guys! and baby and jojo,, must come kk!!!!! come or die! and i will take revenge!

panaroma shots from other phones :)

2009-10-27T07:37:00.000-07:00

ewwww

2009-10-23T02:44:00.000-07:00

i touched and smelled my cats shit.

blah

2009-10-22T04:06:00.000-07:00

i am sick! jux look at my face

ooops wrong one....

okkie i dont look sick!

okie thenhow bout that? i look perfect!

gah!

2009-10-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

gah! grrrr! IM SICK! DAMN!
I GOT SICK CAUSE MY BABY KITTEN, ZIDANE THE THIRD HAD FLU AND SNUGGLE IN MY NOSE! OMG I FEEL TERRIBLE!

xoxo.

2009-10-21T06:21:00.000-07:00

i forgive u estella. i decided to stop bitchin bout u and ur frens. and if u guys still hate me, its okie... cause i'll survive. xoxo. ur used to be fren, sasha

i come in peace :::::::P

2009-10-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

hello.. i am bored so i want to write watever! i come from mercury or wherever and i love my nails. they taste like cabonara! slurp! yum! AGAIN i say i is talks cacated! :P

btw came back from danicing! tap somemore! argh its killing me!

thats why i luv her :D

2009-10-19T23:36:00.001-07:00

heheh sry aiza,, i took the pic from ur blog! i couldn't resist! sooo freaking weird!

wakakakakaka kak sachie! u look weird! but cute in the same time! jaeddfjdgdsfvgsafsdfs omg!!

DO IT

2009-10-09T17:23:00.001-07:00

SLAP ME NOW.

hello :) again.

2009-10-07T07:52:00.000-07:00

i put my previous post in my new blog :) only invited readers can see!

its been ages.

2009-10-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

looks like we found our goofy spot(S)

botox aka janice dickasson

gasp

bulgy lips
pout time babyh!

smile!

world peace. reli?
ugh watever

OMG

we seem lost

but still cheerful

but defenitly tired.

gah!!!!

2009-10-04T01:21:00.000-07:00

i am literally SHAKING.. a monkey (the scary looking type tat can eat a human) came inside the house and rite next to deanna!!!!!! we were shouting like HELL and ran in my parents room... my dad was in the toilet and my mum,,,, was downstairs folding clothes.... my dad came out and was holding a mop.... my mum came upstairs....... then when we wanted to fight it, it fight it back!!!!!!!!!! but finally it went away.. luckily i am oh WE are still alive

girls jux wanna have fun

2009-10-03T22:50:00.000-07:00

high ...

2009-10-02T16:41:00.000-07:00

sorry haven't been blogging.... i have something goin on in my life now...... high i want pictures to appear so...

pics from webcam.. :) but in the same time :(

?

2009-09-22T03:59:00.000-07:00

sooo........ HI,,i dont wat to say....... oh yah! i know one! BYE.

oh yah ill blog about my 2nd open house with noura! gonna play fire crackers and stuff!! so wait yall!
and do you remember my post bout concorde??
well u know idelle?? she and noura are like the SAME!!
try to imagine TWO noura's!!!! i cant even stand ONE NOURA!!!
hehe :P

selamat hari raya

2009-09-20T09:14:00.000-07:00

maaf zahir dan batin.. mohon maaf kepada sesiapa yang saya telah melukakan hatinya..

the so called "photographer" haha

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

ew.

2009-09-18T20:27:00.000-07:00

deanna jux farted. :)
it was like a BOMB and farted under my gramma's ketiak!!!
p/s: wat a perfect way to start the morning...!

days with her

2009-09-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

thanks... u always cheer me up!!,, theres soo many pics but i chose i few..

muaxx luv yah

sis"hood"!!

2009-09-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

hehehe i love you!! muaxxx

GOOD LUCK

2009-09-06T19:34:00.001-07:00

good luck to all year 6 pupils exccept kelly!!! haha :P wait no,, i mean it :D
try ur bestestestest!!

part 3

2009-09-04T00:22:00.001-07:00

leaving concorde and at pav! :D

me & sis

uh-oh...

all alone..

shall we dance?

at at grandmama's in pav cause..

my gramma was there!!! hehe

awesome rite? deanna ate that.. everything there sooo nice!

sisterhood love!! ahhem

part 2

2009-09-04T00:08:00.000-07:00

when we went swimming with my very close close fren, IDELLE.. she is DAMN hot.. then we went klcc

me in my bikini..

me all wet..

idelle!! so hot rite?? and guess wat she is 11 but taller

concorde hotel with my family except my dad. oh ya my obleh gramma came 2. part 1

2009-09-03T23:53:00.000-07:00

part 1 is when we went on foot to klcc! then go... SHOPPING

on the streets

in the changing room :)

starbucks!! makes me...

the happiest person on earth!

puasa!!

2009-08-21T22:07:00.001-07:00

selamat berpuasa!

srysrysry

2009-08-16T20:00:00.000-07:00

sry nvr update..
will post bout my trip to concorde hotel

gone..again!

2009-08-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

its getting hot in there!

smile!!

huh??

goof around!

dont we look gorgeous..??